December 7, 2006

  • they called...

    the austin hospital called me back today. the first week of next month ill be admitted and will be spending 2 weeks there...I'll be staying in a psychiatric ward along with patients with mood problems and young teen mothers...O_O...yeay? i can already feel an anxiety attack creeping in.

    I have yet to tell my dad and oma...might tell em later.

    I guess its all good...there want just be eating disorderd patients...there will be patients of a normal weight so i want feel like the fattest one there.

    I'll update more later.

Comments (3)

  • I hope that this is a good place and that they teach you new coping skills.  I hope they focus on the issues and not the symptoms.

    I think it would be easier to deal with things the population is mixed because you won't have to worry about comparing yourself, I just hope the treatment you recieve is good.

  • yes i definitely want you to help me
    i am so fat and so jealous of you
    it's just been so long since i've been skinny
    and enough is enough

    "don't wanna be the fat one no more"

  • i know what it is to think like you. i know how it is to be you. but i also know that if someone relly loves you they wont ask you to be 'normal'.

    that is bullshit.

    i know everything you feel every day.

    you need to go out. dont worry ehat the fuck ryan says. he is holding you back from your full potential. you can do so much more.

    he wants to have conrtol f you. you are your own person.girl, you are 19. go and goddamn have some fucking fun. you cant see how good life can be. even with this stupid fucking eating disorder.

    please just go out and do what YOU WANT TO DO.

    stop living how everyone wants you to live. go HAVE FUN GIRLIE.

    please.

    i read your xanga everyday. i know what its like. the world really isnt that dangerous of a place. there is good people out there. be yourself. have fun.]

    love tammi

    -x0x-0

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