January 21, 2007

  • I'M BACK!!!! I'M HOME!!!!

    I'm finally home people...and fuck me dead does it feel GREAT to be out of that FUCKING HELL HOLE!!! >_<. it was the most longest, painfullest, stressfull, traumatizing 11 days ive ever expierienced!! The Austin Acute Phyciatric Unit is not...i repeat "IS NOT" the place to recover for a sensitive girl with a eating disorder. I enterd the place at about 51kgs and came home weighing 42kgs! Why? well, i did write up a diary which at this moment im typing into word pad, ill add more detail to it and then paste it here. once i get microsoft word I'm going to turn it into a sort of story and publish it...just so everyone else out there knows of this place! however, the place did help me in some ways. 1. it helped me to cope with "real mental cases" 2. i actually made some great friends. 3. I dont b/p anymore, ive got a set out diet of 6 meals a day and my goal weight is now 55kgs...not 34kgs. and 4. By me being in the phyc ward, ive brought my whole family alot closer as they all communicated "yes even ryan" alot more regarding my health in the hospital.

    but anyway, im not going to post a real update until ive finnished typing out my diary, i will reply comments tho ^.^

    oh and one more thing.

    I MISSED YOU ANGIE!!!!!!! I FRIGGIN LOVE YOU GIRL!!! MWWWAAAHHHHH ^_____^ XOXOXOX

Comments (6)

  • Mekah!!!

    Your post made me so happy.  I am glad you are aiming to be healthy.  You deserve to be healthy.  I hope that you can continue.

    Maybe we can both aim to STAY healthy together.

    {V}

  • wOw!! congrats hun!!!! :) i think it has done u some good :) u sound so much more happier! :D

  • Hey! Missed you! It's good to see your mindset has changed a little. It's scary being in the Psych ward sometimes. It must be great to finally be home. I hope your recovery continues and you start feeling better and better. xxoxooxoxoxooxoxoxox

  • It's wonderful to read that your aiming for health. Perhaps that place did more for you than you realise. I'm glad that your family has become closer because, and I hope you don't mind me saying this, you were a disfunctional bunch, thats for damn sure. It's great that your so happy.

    I can't wait to read you journal entries from your stay at the hospital.

    Take care. xoxo

  • mekah! girl haven't heard from you in so long
    so great to hear ur wanting to get better!
    i'll try and get better with you as well
    love you girl say strong!
    xoxo Sam

  • Hey, It's good to hear that you have a healthy mindset now. You've got a strong support system here, so don't be afraid to use them when you need help. You are meant for a whole lot...

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