March 17, 2007

  • They called...

    The Austin called this afternoon saying a bed is free and that i go in on tuesday...this tuesday...not much notice huh? anyway...theres a possablity that i "might" not go in seeing they have an emergancy and my room might be taken...so i have to call them on monday morning to find out if that bed is still free or not. Im freaking out...in just three day i might be back in that nightmare of a place...and this time ill be staying alot longer.

    Well enough of that! back to friday night! i had a blast!! no pictures im afraid :( . I danced so much and then elvis came on!!! he sounded just like him! it was great! When he started to sing love me tender, i had to get up in front of everyone and put his eagle cape on :P ...and then he gave me a red scraf that he had around his sweaty neck...:P ohh lala lol...he looked like the young thin elvis...had that same hair do and everything and when he sang he even made those weird leg move ments and karate kicks XD hahahaha. Also he started to walk around table whilst singing love me tender...he got me to sing!!! i almost died hahahaha. i cant wait till we go see him again...itll be in may sometime.

    Well besides that nothing much has happend...besides ryan being exetremely pissed off at me...you see the milk ran out and so he got pissed off cause he couldnt have breakfast friday moring...so he slammed the front door and went to work without saying good bye...and even though he knows im going back to austin...he is still pissed off...hes giving me the cold shoulder...before i went to hug him and he pushed me away...i felt as though a knife stabbed me right through my heart...i thought that if he knew that in 3 days ill be going away for a long time that he might drop the "i fucking hate you" act and be a little nice before i go...but no...i have a small feeling that ryan has almost had enough with me and my eating disorder...that its just too much for him to bare...and soon he might dump me...i dont blame him either! if i was him and had to put up with the things i do i would of dumped me ages ago...well actually  i dont know, i dont want ryan to dump me...i just want things to be how they were when we first met...but i dont think they ever will.

    please let everything be...ok...

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