March 29, 2007

  • Doing really well...

     I've been doing really well with my meals...my door has to be locked from 8am till 8pm so i dont exercise or purge. Weigh in day was today and ive actually lost a WHOLE...100gs lmao  so ive just pretty much maintained...ill probably weigh a bit more next time whic is mondy.

    My oma and marnah came in today and dropped off a load off stuff, i now have heeps of baggy winter clothing and TOE GLOVES ^____^ they are so cool lol. i also got enough smokes to give me lung cancer within 2 days lol. and other toilet stuff i need. So im all rugged up and feel comfortable after meals when i feel all bloated.

    Right now a woman is sleeping on a couch behind us (peter is with me of cause :P ) and shes snoring REALLY loadly lol...its funny.

    My seriquil as been increased to 300mg in the morning and at night...i take it at 8pm well im supposed to but i hide it under my tongue and take it later at about 11pm...i dont want to be a zombie at 8:30pm...but  ATLEAST i still take it so dont get angry O_O.

    Today is ryans 31st bday...i havent called him yet...think hes asleep but he doesnt really care anyway...bdays arnt a big deal for him anyway.

    It was freezing today, peter kept hugging me like i was a teddy XD cute lol...kept me warm too ^.^ (romance music plays in background) lmfao XD.

    So anyway, im feeling really good about recovery...so maybe this time itll actually go to plan...

    ill update again soon ^.^ xoxoxoxox

     

    p.s....this is what i want to look like again

    happy...healthy...living ^.^

Comments (7)

  • yay i'm really hoping so for you angel.. you deserve to be happy.. i'm proud of you and thankyou so so so much for looking out for sarah for me.. i LOVE you so much for that..

    your gorgeous.. please look after yourself.

    Love aims

  • sweetie, u sound heaps happier that i'm SOO happy 4 u :)
    n i'm really glad u made up ur mind 4 who u want 2 be. n i know u'r a strong girl, n will do everything 2 achieve it :)

  • hello my beautiful angel.. i can;t tell you how much ik love you. thankyou and yes if you could give her one big beautiful hug every morning i would forever be in your debt..

    thinking of you

  • I am sure things will work out for you this time.  just stay motivated.  you are beautiful no matter what weight.

  • Good luck chicki. *hugs* xoxoxo

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    keep up the good work, and come back to us safe and sound

    we love you!!!
    you can do it

    xoxo Sam
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    ok... i don't know what's up with my comment, but i hope you can read it lol
    love ya sweets!

    xoxo Sam

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