April 5, 2007

  • 5 days...

    till my 20th bday!!!! sooo excited, not...lol. Wendy just called ealier babbleing on about some crap that i didnt really wanna listen to...its like all the adults in my family call me when they are freaking out but when i complain they are like...phych ward!!! lo lXD. i think my dad should be in here and not me, hes beeing taking a tonne of valium with painkills and smirnoff, kinda makes me feel like itll be better that i stay here! O_O'' lol.

    Anyway, peter is going to see his family on sunday for easter, not sure what im going to do tho...my doctor says if my potassium stays up high enough i "might" have a hour leave. but the weird thing is my potassium is dropiing for no reason, just 2 nights ago i was rushed to the main hospital to get a potassium drip in my hand which hurt like a fucking bitch >_<. felt like they were pumping acid into me, so they stopped just after 2ml O_O...and so they gave me potassium pills and this drink every 2 hours, i had about 20 pills and 1 liter of the drink X_X.

    I also found out that my dad is going to be pretty busy for the next week so he probably wont be here for my bday but i dont really mind *violin playys* ill just stare at a wall...lol.

    Ryan hasnt called or sent any email or anything, but it doesnt really matter anymore, the next time we do talk im just gonna tell him that "I'M' probably wasting his time and that it would be best just to go seperate ways...hell probably party lol...oh well.

    Its getting SO cold here, all day ive warn layers and layers and layers of clothing, i think my clothes weigh more then me lol XD. oh, weigh wise i think ive gained 1kg back to the 2kg i lost on the first week here, my doctor even said that i could go home by the end of next week, but i dont really want to...like i do cuz i pretty much hate it here but i hate all the bad news ive been hearing from home...id rather live in a box lol. plus im not really that well yet...so i dunno how im going...blah, ive run outta shit to shit on about hahahaha.

     

    ill update soon :P

     

Comments (3)

  • hey honey, sounds like you're doing ok lol XD
    how do you have time to get on the computer!?
    it's good though - i love hearing from you!!
    take care sweets, love

    xoxo Sam

  • Glad you're doing a-little better. Take care of yourself.

  • happy early b-day!! 20 is an amazing year. what would make you potassium levels drop like that?

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