April 6, 2007

  • lonely

    everyone here has weekend leave or at least a day leave on sunday...im stuck here by myself, well a few other people are here but i feel lonely without peter :( .

    oh! my oma just called! she asked Jeff (one of the doctors) if i could go with peter tomorrow and see his family for a easter BBQ! ^.^ but of cause Jeff straight away said i could get pregnant -_-'...i was like WTF, ive only known this guy for like 2 weeks O_O...and i still havent spoken to ryan...its been 17 days and he hasnt even made a SMALL effort to conact me, to see if i was ok...-_-...well fuck it. I just hope i get to hang out with peter tomorrow.

    My dad, oma, marnah and two of my old school friends are coming to see me next tuesday for my bday, im "actually" excited lol...im just a bit nervouse about a few things. like what do i say to ryan when i get out? will he dump me? or should i dump him first...i have no clue at all...a small part of me doesnt want to let go of him...we've been together for nearly 4 yrs...its just hard i guess.

    Well anyway, i made peter a xanga XD...go comment him!! his xanga name is petestigers he like rugby so i prettied his site up to match his fav foot team ^.^.

    ill update again later, maybe tomorrow.

Comments (3)

  • dont be lonely, im here...

    I may be on leave but im here.... and i will be back.... i cant stand myself right now :(

    I've lost faith in ever recovering I think :(
    you are going so well.

    I have to stop the eating or purge or something Im going to scream and explode :(

    ahhh my head my head my head

    say hi to the others if u get this before im back :)

    xoxoxox Sarah

  • I took laxatives last night... but they havent worked yet... :(

    Im so not recovering and that upsets me, they just want me out of there.

    I might be coming back today if I dont eat.............

    Im lonely already :(

  • Hi I realise you have no clue who I am but I've been reading your journal for a while. I am a firm believer in the quality of the relationship not the quantity. Sorry if this freaks you out but thats my two cents. Hope your doing well. =)

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