May 16, 2007

• Finally!

  I met up with Sara today! She had a cut on her eyebrow and just under her right eye; he mum threw a glass at her although her mum said it was a mistake…

  Anyway, it was great to see her, gave her a big hug! We both hung out at my place for a while and then she was off to a doctor’s appointment to see the results of a blood test. Sara said if anything on her test seems “dodgy she might have to go back into hospital! I don’t want her to go! Waa!

   

  Also…Allan, my uncle is moving in with my Oma, Marnah and I…its going to be so cramped, Allan (my uncle which I hate) is moving in with his girlfriend and two dogs plus birds. I’m going to give it all two weeks and if its too much I’m going to think about moving in with Mark lol, nah…I guess I’ll just have to put up with it till I get into Narana.

   

  I’m a bit nervous about tomorrow and this bone density scan, what if my bones are real frail? My Oma will be jamming high calories calcium food in me! But I am interested to know why my ankles are hurting so much, maybe its cause I've gone from hardly walking around in Austin for 7 weeks to walking 6kms a day…lol. Oh! I might be getting a part time job at the café I walk to every morning, seeing I’m pretty much OCD with cleaning the man that works there (which is cute!) offered me a job to collect coffee cups from out side, wash dishes and clean the tables! Wee! But I’m trying to really do nothing for a few weeks, I’m still getting used to the outside world lol.

   

  OH! Sara is only and she just told me her results…they were all good! Which means she’s not going to hospital and we can hang out more!!! “Does happy dance” hahahahahaha

   

  Anyway, I’ve been writing a lot of poems, might even post some…actually I’ll post one everyday, and next Wednesday I’m buying beads and making bracelets again which I’m going to sell.

  So…to sign off I’ll leave you all with a poem…it was the first one I wrote whilst in Austin.

  Butterfly Tears

   

  Oh Butterfly, how do you fly so high?

  So free without the fear of falling,

  So free without the fear of falling,

  So free without the fear of caring.

   

  As the end slowly nears,

  Razor blades weep my fears.

  Oh Butterfly don’t cry,

  Oh Butterfly don’t die.

   

  Stay strong keep flying,

  Be happy stop crying.

  I dance amongst my dreams,

  As you fly amongst your leaves.

   

  Flutter through the wind,

  And remember me.

  Remember how I’m so grounded,

  And you’re so free.

   

  I wish I were a butterfly,

  I’d fly free without the fear of falling,

  I’d fly free without the fear of knowing,

  I’d fly free without the fear of crying.

   

  And razor blade wounds weep whilst dying.

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