May 19, 2007
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I...
miss ryan...everytime i think of him i want to cry but the tears just wont flow
. I emailed him and he said he was going to suss out a day for when i can come over and see him...all i wont is a hug.Someone answer me this...I have about 5-8 different guys that would LOVE to take me out to a movie or dinner, they all adore me, so why is it the only guy i want i cant have?
p.s...its friggin cold O_O
and here is another poem:
Silently Screaming
Lonely girl watches and wonders,
Day after day.
Sitting in her crystal ball,
Not knowing what to say.
No one sees in,
Only she sees out.
No one hears,
Her silent shout.
Oh lonely girl,
What is wrong?
Will you stay alive,
Long enough to finish this song?
She smiles tenderly,
As you walk by.
She’s so beautiful,
And yet she wants to die.
Is it cause the world went cold?
Is it cause her pain is about to unfold?
Is it cause her innocence was stolen?
Is it cause she was never chosen?
Oh lonely girl,
Silently screaming.
When will someone hear her?
When will someone care?
Comments (7)
hey sweetie,
it's okay, u n Ryan have been 2gether 4 so long. remember that:
'even love fades, like how the ocean washes away shells in the sea.'
n i think that's probably what happened... so i think when u guys see each other, u gota remind him why he loved u in the 1st place. n then he'll feel so guilty but at least he'll love u even more!
take care. Xo
I know you want Ryan, but do you think its only because its familiar and you felt safe? Because he didn't seem to treat you very well at all, didn't visit you or call you this last time, you were more like a maid and couldn't even sleep in the same bed as him. After what you have been through with guys I can imagine being scared or unsure about going out with someone else. I think you had the right idea wanting to stay single, learn to love yourself, and see how wonderful you are, because everyone here can see what a loving, funny, caring, thoughtful, giving person you are and how much you have to give someone. You deserve the best.
honey that poem is beautiful
and i know how you feel about not being able to have the only guy you want. i think you're so used to having ryan around that without him, you may be lost.
just hang in there, i'm sure he'll come around.
and if not, let one of those 5-8 other guys take you out
have some fun, try not to think about him and be happy!
i love you, so have a great week, darling!
xoxo Sam
You still love Ryan. I can't believe it. He has given you no attention whatsoever and he's a cheating thoughtless car-hugging moron. Sorry, I don't know the bloke, but that's what he sounds like. You should listen to your friends. You deserve better. I still love you. Please read my blog entry. I just want you to know where I'm coming from. See ya
i'm exacely the same with my ex.. love ya mekah...
do you have sarahs homes number? my phone is in getting fixed and i don't have it.. grr
Trust me, you don't need him!
oh, and HI again!
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