June 8, 2007

  • When will my heart stop beating?

    god, theres so much i want to type...but i havent got much time, going out for my first driving lesson in like 10 mins, so ill make another update when i get home.

    so i just wanted to make a post to let you all know im still alive...well just, for the first time last night i collapsed from being just so weak and drawn...maybe its a sign that my body has finally started to stop fighting? why do i seem excited that the end lays near?

    update later...

Comments (6)

  • dont die sweety :(

  • Hey sweetie, I really hope your okay. Just thought I would drop by and see how you were doing. Please keep safe. Take care.
    Keep shining…Your beautiful!
    xx
    K~

  • wow it's been tooo long that we last spoke, i don't even kno if you'll remember me, i was just going down my friends, and i remember you, but the last time we spoke i believe u had more weight on you than u do now... what happened?... if u don't want me to talk to you just let me know, i'm not on much, but it seems like you are... why we haven't talked? i don't know, but i'd like to talk to u if u feel like u can use a someone to talk to....but i'm real, and i speck the truth thats on my mind.... you really look like your taking ur weight really seriously... and that doesn't look good hun!... i'm srry your going throu this and it sounds like ur not proud when u say "soo yea i'm still alive"... hun God blessed you with life so you can live it, not end it, he'll take you when your ready.... but u have a lot of your life to live... please get on his paith, and live life what u truly want to be.. and i know it's not looking like that deep within u what to make a difference in the world, < thats in everyone, weither it be a little or big part it's there u just need to find it.... sry i tend to talk a lot when i care ... so just get back to me let me kno if u remember me

    thanks... God bless.. (when we use to talk, i wasn't religious)

  • Hi Mekah... I hope your keeping well, I am doing fine up in Brisbane and I have put on 5kg since I last saw you. I am currently not working but I am getting there.

    I turn 19 soon... next month and my boyfriend and I are going out clubbing for it... wooo hooo!!!!!! My sister is also coming up here for a few weeks too for our birthday.

    Well tomorrow I get paid... oh yeah I am on the dole too. And my boyfriend and I are getting on the piss tomorrow, it's going to be fun. I gort a new mobile phone last month... well my grandma got it for me Its a Sony Ericsson. Um... what else can I say... I hope your doing alright... I see you have changed your layout yet again, I forget how to change mine.

    Hey do you mind if we come and visit you when we come down to VIC... because Kenny wants to meet you. He also wants to meet Naythan, Marnah, Jeff, Ashleigh, David (sensei), Doug, Letticia, And the rest of you guys.

    When Kenny and I come down we will be staying in Naythan's caravan park for a few weeks because it sthe only one close enough to my grandma's place.

    Oh are you still with Ryan... because you don't seem to be mentioning anything about him.. have you guys broken up or something, don't get me wrong he was a pretty nice guy.

    Make sure you comment me back when you get the chance.

    Until then bye-bye for now

  • hey gorgeous girl, please take care of yourself.. i don't want you to die.. i hope your heart is ok...

    xox aims

  • sweetie, no one wants you to die
    we all love you like crazy and want you to get better.
    i miss talking to you every day, come back honey!
    love you always xoxo Sam

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