April 17, 2011
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Slowly sinking again...
I've started to lose weight again, I haven't weighed myself though I have a scale I am way too scared to weigh myself... Could trigger me. I've almost forgotten how good it feels to lose weight. I've been looking at old photos of when I was in the Austin trying to get better, I really badly wish I was that thin again, I can't believe I thought I was fat! I would kill to look like that again
.Anyway, since I last updated nothing much or new has really happend, 30th next month I have to go to court due to something that happend to me nearly a full year ago! I really hope this bastard goes to jail!
I'm also back in contact with sara! Which makes me pretty happy, she has a baby now!! So jealous lol and happy for her, really hope I can have a child someday, hope my body lets me! Hope to meet up with sara soon.
OH! I have also turned 24... Yup, lets see I have had this xanga for about 7 years now... amazing, I might go over some of my old entries and see how different my life was *sigh*