November 4, 2006

  • Heart problems....

    yes...its finally happening...and im not too thrilled about it either. So Im trying my BEST to purge only ONCE a day...you see after i purge my heart beats very weirdly, i put my fingers to my neck sometimes to feel how fast it beats afterwards...but now it feels something like this "bump, bump *pause*, bump, bump, *pause*" and everytime it pauses for that split second my heart feels all fluttery...almost like when you get an adrenaline shock, its scary...but it also sorta does the same thing when i have one of my coughing fits. yes i still have a real bad cough that wont go away! ARGH! blah, i just hope it doesnt stop...thatll kinda suck X_X.

    So...onto some good news. Yesterday i went out to buy some sugar and some milk and seeing im pretty much broke i collected up 10cent and 5 cent coins...embaressing lol. BUT, i went to check my bank card as i always do out of habit. usually i have no money on it or even minus money O_O...but yesterday for some odd reason i had $150 on it! i was like "were da HELL did that come from?!" so i withdrawed it and bought much needed pads lol *hugs pad packet* hahahaha. And...i also oderd pizza for dinner...bah! evil dominos -_-'...

    so i dont know how much i weight...ill weigh in tomorrow but im guessing ill prolly weigh more then 48kgs...i better not...my hard work to reach my november 1st goal would of been a waste of time!

    Well thats pretty much it i guess...

    ...perfect legs! found this pic on skinny_reality...so if the girl in this pic sees this and doesnt want it here just comment ^_^.

Comments (3)

  • she does have perfect legs.

    heart problems are scary.  If it persist you should get it checked out.  I am being hypocritical when I say this, I know it.

  • The thump thump pause thing is what a normal heart does to push the blood around, the right and left chamber thing (can't remember off by heart)... but the fluttering etc isn't. I would get it checked. Anyway hope it gets better.

  • Hey chicki. Been a while. I hope the heart thing gets better... My heart has been doing silly things lately too. It's scary. Though it's got no reason too cause I eat way too much. It sux. At least if I fasted all the time there would be a reason for it! Ugh. Take care. xoxoxoxoxo

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